My Little Worldz

hais just why

2011-12-06T03:25:00.000-08:00

i wann to start all over again. change to a person ppl think i wouldnt be. i have enough of gettingg said by them . it hurts alot ~ blahhh i dk wad to say . i feel torn a part n a burden to this world ._.

blahhh blehh

2011-12-05T04:58:00.000-08:00

hmm my dream was to become a lawyer. but heh i dun have wad it takes to be one. i guess i was dreamingg ehh . ahahaha! i will be affected by the slightest of things , seeing those beggers on the corner of the street without any shelter or anyone helpin them , i feel sad or idk how say , it just come to me than i will bloody keep thinkin hais:/ this sucks

can i start again with my faith shaken ?

2011-12-05T04:53:00.000-08:00

i just can never get things right ehhh ? i feel damn bloody useless. is like my best intention keep makin a mess of things , keep causing trouble to people. n no matter how i try to fix it it will never be good enough .it just get worse every minute, than ppl i think were friends join in too. hmm its life barhh . i just cant seem to be angry or hate anyone too . heh abnormal mehh bahh . life is so hard why ?trusting someone also so chimalogy already just why ? everyone is saying diff story . how to believe every single of them , is like the world has no justice. why those who did wrongg didn suffer n those who were good suffered instead . like why ?? i dun get it at all..

get it right by glee

2011-12-05T04:49:00.000-08:00

the lyrics relate to how i feel totally (Y)

What have I done
Wish I could run
Away from this ship going under
Just trying to help
Hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is on my shoulders

What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right ,to get it right

Can I start again
With my faith shaken
Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay
and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser I'll get through this

What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Cause my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take
Oh how many times will it take
For me to get it right

So I throw up my fist throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah I'll send out a wish yeah I'll send up a prayer
And finally someone will see how much I care

What can you do
When your good isn't good enough
And all that you touch tumbles down
Oh my best intentions
Keep making a mess of things
Just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take
Oh, how many times will it take
To get it right, to get it right
[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/get-it-right-lyrics-glee.html

dumbass bro

2011-11-28T01:42:00.001-08:00

bro get well soon. see u like tat sibei xin tong wan ._.

hmm my heart ponders

2011-11-28T01:25:00.000-08:00

it still hurts alot when i think of all the memories it just keep comin back. worse part i dk y my brain can register everything like all the small details i also can remember . i just dun know why i cant hate u all. its just part of me. i guess. sth good also barh :) everyone is diff :B

mIrIcAlEs

2011-11-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

hope that u all enjoyed ur camp :) had alot of fun with u all. learning so many things together . the party night wiggle the boys n bubble pop <3 the amazing race all the crap that we talk together :)hehhee its damn disgustinngg ehhhehhh . haha :b hope u all will stay committed n jiayo next year :d all the best chiongg uhh:P

tell me why tell me the reason

2011-11-28T01:12:00.000-08:00

sometimes i ask myself why am i born into this world. causing probles as such. things just keep happening. some happy some sad . why nt let it all be happeh things? cause if all is happy things ppl wun commit suicide and kill each other. each thing that happeen is like a obstacle for us to overcome . lets just hope the upcomin years will be smooth sailing :) 2011 sucks alot .HEHHH SMILE N LET THE WHOLE WONDER WHY <3

sheemayy ahh qii n meeee

2011-11-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

heeheee second time sittingg areoplanee :D went cambodia :P damnn fun :D

2309

2011-11-17T07:45:00.001-08:00

2011 CLASS MAKE A BIRHTDAY SURPRISE FOR ME <3 HEHEHEE SORRY I SPOILED THE PLAN:P ur actingg damn cool ahahah :P thanks for all the funn n pooh :D had loads of funn :D love u ppl !:D 3e5'11:DDD

NICOLEETHECRAZZEHMOONMOON

2011-11-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

HEHHEHEEHHH MOON MOON <3

SMILEEPEOPLEESMILEEE

2011-11-17T07:40:00.000-08:00

ahahahah!:D MOON MOON TWINNEH N YEETING<3 HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEEE

ah whatever brain go die

2011-11-17T07:36:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just hate the fact that i give in easily . i dun know y bt its just me. thats why i feel that guilty when u treat me so good. just stop it , i just dun know how to react . bad to u like so bad like tat than i end u p thinkin n thinkin n than feel bloody guilty wad the hell la?!?!?!?

my keai de twinneh

2011-11-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

thanks for always being there for me<3 listening to me talk cock always:P hhaha jiayous next year kay :) dun stress uh !:D if gt anytin tell me will try to help u :) ahahaha love u loads !<3 be happeh cute crazyy and pretty kay :DDD jiayou all the way :D remember live for urself n nt others :D cheer up if u sad anytime kay :P

the kids :)

2011-11-13T01:48:00.000-08:00

heehee i surrender :D white flag

2011-11-13T01:43:00.000-08:00

cambodia was fun .

suddenly thought of the times we had<3

went to ankor watt . had alot fun.

in hotel keep prank calling anthonyy :P

wakaka:DD

2011-10-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

yuyan introduced me to scent of a woman <3 cute dao yao minggg (Y)

kinda miss the times bt yea thats life gotta move on:)

next year de todae will be graduating ..

gonna miss the times:/